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Well just a random thoughts..

If doing a personality test, I would say I am a leader. Some leaders are born. (Born to lead) Somehow I believe leaders are trained. How they trained? Through living experiences, courses, instincts,  and more. I used love to lead before. I love to organise,giving ideas, take the leading role, it just came naturally without been asked. Well probably I got sense on organise things. As I grow up,  I just realize I lost interest on taking a leading role. Probably because of the big responsibility(amanah) and most important things PEOPLE. People make me lost interest to be a leader. Plus the inferiority in me increases as I grow up. Probably when people are just showing their superiority in front me. I am not interested to compete nor showing superiority to other. Nah, not my forte. I just realize I don't like deal with people. People are so unpredictable. It sucks. Now I like to sit at the corner and observe. If I am not interested, I am just back off. Not worth rebel(too old to have such energy)

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