Rant #2

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Currently I am doing my internship at my hometown. I would say this kind of opportunity is such a huge blessing for me. My 8 months of my internship is a very meaningful to me. I am happy I made a decision to have internship at my hometown. 

I got chances to look after my parents when they fall sick. Especially Ibu. Lately she always fall sick. I am happy I am with her in time she need someone. I could drive her everywhere she wanted to go. Which I rarely got this chances when other siblings are home. I always be the last choices to drive her everywhere. I can hear a lot of her advices. She always shared her problems about other siblings. Which I feel honoured I can be someone she can talk to. I can teman her everywhere buying groceries, buying clothes, going to market, eating ice cream, eating pizza,and went to surau. I am happy I can bought her everything that she craving for. I felt honoured when I can cut her nails every week. I can help her doing house chores. I would say I am her sidekick. She also never fail to make drinks for me every morning and some vitamins for me to eat before going to breakfast " Makan ni, nanti kak ilah stress dekat tempat kerja" " Makan ni, untuk bagi tenaga dekat office" 

Talking about abah, abah is very garang. So our siblings not close with him. He also rarely talked to us unless it is very important. When we grew up he learned to make jokes with us but I realized I do not have much topic to talk to him. So he always shared his problems with Kakteh. Whenever Kak teh was home, he will shared everything to kak teh. But when I stay at home. Everything changes. He always make jokes with me, and kawan gaduh dekat rumah. We always got things to debate on which make us become closer. What touches me the most, he never fail to greet me when I came home from work. " Eh anak abah dah balik". Tak kesah lah whether he came home earlier or a bit later.  He always greet me when I came back home. He also my breakfast mates everyday. 


I just love my parents. They have been such a great parents for me.

 How I wish my internship never ends. 

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