Mr Borhan
So today I am reminisced the time back in 2013. It was in February and we were having February Test at that time. While everyone were preparing for the test, I am no where at the field training for the athletics game and hockey tournament which held in the same week with the February Test. The exam week started and I am allowed to take the test later when I came back from the games.
When I came back after all games, a friend of mine (who do not like physics) complaining about the teacher put hardest question in Physics test. So I am influenced with her. I couldn't focus in Engineering Drawing Test where we have to draw perspective 1 dots and 2 dots. While drawing the 2 point perspective, the picture went really weird. However I kept on doing what I drew as I do not have much time. And the time for the test end. So I turned myself and talking to a friend behind after tied up all answer paper, I was in a shocked when her drawing totally different than mine. I asked person next to me to show her drawing, and I realise I drew my perspective wrongly. I am in the hot water when I know I can't repair my drawing anymore because invigilators was coming. What I did? I just left the hall and my stationery there without waiting for the teacher's command_ crying in the workshop near the hall.
I know I would score very bad in that test. I couldn't accept the fact I will fail that paper. That is my favourite subject! How can I failed? I want to prove that sportsman can score very well in studies. Though I am studying in very last minute.Not to disappoint my teacher, I wrote a notes to my ED teacher, "I am sorry" with sad emoticon. I cry badly. A friend of mine came and calm me down. (huhu). He told me to move on and focus for the other test because I have another 9 subject waiting! (well my classmates do not have any paper anymore after ED) After few days, I met my teacher,Mr Borhan and Teacher Ieszaliana. Tc Ies as usual calm me down and actually she quite sad with me but she try not to offend me. She just said, "takpe ni baru Test" and give me her sweetest smile. I met Mr. Borhan, what he did? He really cool I swear! He just laugh at me and said "takpe Nik, saya tak kisah langsung tengok markah awak dapat D ke, dapat C ke, takpe awak salah sekarang, nanti awak ingat sampai bila-bila awak buat salah ni. Saya tahu awak boleh buat sebenarnye,tapi awak tak boleh focus. Biar je awak dapat D ke C. dah tak payah sedih." His words calm me a bit. At least I know I am not disappointing anyone with my ED . But still I am very sad because I had high regard to score in this test. However I moved on and redha.
I am really at Tawakkal state, I pray hardly everyday. Until we had ED class and I am the first to arrive. As I entered the class, Teacher Ies came and in excitement, she said "Nik awak dapat A lah LK" . In disbelief I ran to her and she showed me my mark and the exam paper. She also showed me the tracing paper with the answers. And yeah, my drawing just slightly different with the answer and it not affect my marks very much. I am speechless and very happy because ED is the only subject that we do not have the marks. Since that day habis satu kelas perli aku nangis bagai nak rak, but boleh score.
The lessons here are:
Do not put yourself or others in stress mode. If you can not do things well, do not put the pressures to others. Keep calm and encourage others.
Do not influenced by bad talks. In other words "don't listens to negative thoughts"
Most important things, do not over confident and study early!
However I want to thank Mr Borhan, he is the best motivator ever exist. I can talk to him for many hours. Until now, when we meet we had very long chat. He is the one who encourage me to stay with chemical engineering. He even consult me about my career and all. and we laugh together talking about my not so cool cgpa. He also the one who stay with me while the SPM results announced and calmed me down while I cried a lot during the results announced (malunya). Thanks for living old man!
When I came back after all games, a friend of mine (who do not like physics) complaining about the teacher put hardest question in Physics test. So I am influenced with her. I couldn't focus in Engineering Drawing Test where we have to draw perspective 1 dots and 2 dots. While drawing the 2 point perspective, the picture went really weird. However I kept on doing what I drew as I do not have much time. And the time for the test end. So I turned myself and talking to a friend behind after tied up all answer paper, I was in a shocked when her drawing totally different than mine. I asked person next to me to show her drawing, and I realise I drew my perspective wrongly. I am in the hot water when I know I can't repair my drawing anymore because invigilators was coming. What I did? I just left the hall and my stationery there without waiting for the teacher's command_ crying in the workshop near the hall.
I know I would score very bad in that test. I couldn't accept the fact I will fail that paper. That is my favourite subject! How can I failed? I want to prove that sportsman can score very well in studies. Though I am studying in very last minute.Not to disappoint my teacher, I wrote a notes to my ED teacher, "I am sorry" with sad emoticon. I cry badly. A friend of mine came and calm me down. (huhu). He told me to move on and focus for the other test because I have another 9 subject waiting! (well my classmates do not have any paper anymore after ED) After few days, I met my teacher,Mr Borhan and Teacher Ieszaliana. Tc Ies as usual calm me down and actually she quite sad with me but she try not to offend me. She just said, "takpe ni baru Test" and give me her sweetest smile. I met Mr. Borhan, what he did? He really cool I swear! He just laugh at me and said "takpe Nik, saya tak kisah langsung tengok markah awak dapat D ke, dapat C ke, takpe awak salah sekarang, nanti awak ingat sampai bila-bila awak buat salah ni. Saya tahu awak boleh buat sebenarnye,tapi awak tak boleh focus. Biar je awak dapat D ke C. dah tak payah sedih." His words calm me a bit. At least I know I am not disappointing anyone with my ED . But still I am very sad because I had high regard to score in this test. However I moved on and redha.
I am really at Tawakkal state, I pray hardly everyday. Until we had ED class and I am the first to arrive. As I entered the class, Teacher Ies came and in excitement, she said "Nik awak dapat A lah LK" . In disbelief I ran to her and she showed me my mark and the exam paper. She also showed me the tracing paper with the answers. And yeah, my drawing just slightly different with the answer and it not affect my marks very much. I am speechless and very happy because ED is the only subject that we do not have the marks. Since that day habis satu kelas perli aku nangis bagai nak rak, but boleh score.
The lessons here are:
Do not put yourself or others in stress mode. If you can not do things well, do not put the pressures to others. Keep calm and encourage others.
Do not influenced by bad talks. In other words "don't listens to negative thoughts"
Most important things, do not over confident and study early!
However I want to thank Mr Borhan, he is the best motivator ever exist. I can talk to him for many hours. Until now, when we meet we had very long chat. He is the one who encourage me to stay with chemical engineering. He even consult me about my career and all. and we laugh together talking about my not so cool cgpa. He also the one who stay with me while the SPM results announced and calmed me down while I cried a lot during the results announced (malunya). Thanks for living old man!
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