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Assalamualaikum wbt. so it is 2018. alhamdulillah for everything happened in 2017 and I can't wait for things that coming in my way for 2018. May Allah ease everything and gives us barakah in every single things we did. InshaAllah. So most of my friends are having final exam now, which they will be going for a semester break. Some are going to internship. I have some hacks for you guys to make your holiday or internship become meaningful or at least you achieve something during the period you are not in campus. why? because campus life are damn hectic, there are no way you can do stuff for your own development. so only 2 which are : 1. Choose one book for you to read a very meaningful book, that can give impact to your life. example: Bahtera Penyelamat, 7 behaviour highly effective people, OR books about leaderships. anything that suites your passion. Make sure you choose one only! 2. Choose one skill for you to master. It could be self learning or subscribe class. exa...

Assalamualaikum readers? What you guys up to? I always dreamt if any of my readers could response and comment on my write up here in my blog. If you interested to comments or response to any of my entry, kindly go to 'comment' and comment anonymously. I'd love to read. Currently I am in my internship in a company at my hometown. Alhamdulillah, I had chances to spend my time more with my parents and help them around. Internship life is fun but in another sense I found it scary because it is where we can see how we manage ourselves after graduation. wake up early, had breakfast, drive to work, work,work,work, drive back home, eat, sleep. It is freaking tiring. It is different when we are doing part time job and internship because internship is a 'gambaran' in which area we are going to work with. I also got chances to take care of my sister during her post-maternity period and her kids. Its an awesome experience yet it is very tiring. First 2 weeks of internship is ...

Assalamualaikum and hi, Its been a while since I wrote about Surabaya. Actually I do not have any intention to continue writing because, I want to promote our Travelog. For some reasons it have not publish yet. Alhamdulillah we had ended our third year and now we are going for our 8 months internship. A lot of things happen, we got new nephew, my sister got engaged, my favourite cousins had started her degree life in UM, now I am a part time nanny (for my sister's kids) driver for my mum, doing house chores, buy groceries and the list goes on and on. Somehow today I would like to share about my experience past few days.  It is Saturday morning, as usual we woke up early to cook for breakfast, go to the market for groceries and cleaning the house since kak teh engagement day is tomorrow. It is quite weird when my another sister is not woke up yet and not joining us at the kitchen in the morning. So we just ignored her(maybe she is tired because a day before she went to town...

Assalamualaikum and hi, Hows your eidulfitri? Semoga baik baik sahaja. Harini terasa nak menulis, aku capai komputer riba untuk meneruskan penulisan. Bear with me :) I will try to keep my entry as short possible. Travelog Surabaya bermula. Lokasi: Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS, 7 dan 8 Mei 2017. Seusai peperiksaan akhir semester habis disaat semua pelajar pulang, aku hanya mampu untuk melihat sayu. Hati sangat rindukan rumah. Hanya mengucap selamat tinggal kepada kedua ibu bapa ku pulang semasa mereka mengambil adik kembar ku pulang ke rumah. Sunyi. Rumah apartmen yang kami diami tinggal aku seorang. Semua orang sudah pulang ke rumah. Berbekalkan pulut durian yang ibu bawa dari rumah itulah makanan tengahari dan makanan malamku. Ye laa malas nak makan sorang di kafe.Aku tidak ikut pulang kerana ada projek besar yang harus kami selesaikan, "MY Surabaya". Pulang kebilik,mata terpandang pada bagasi yang bakal ku bawa bersama. ' Hmm masih belum selesai kemas. Jadu...

'Nik, aku rasa she's the one' -Friend- Aku tahu, dia gembira. Tanpa aku sedari aku lah orang paling gembira. Aku yang terlebih gembira. Semoga urusan kawan aku ni dipermudahkan.  Jujur aku cakap, I am noob in friendship tapi sebenarnya setiap kali kawan-kawan, sahabat sahabat aku gembira, aku tumpang gembira. Cuma tak pandai nak zahirkan.  Haih besaq dah kawan kawan ceq. Semoga Allah lindungi mereka. Well I owe someone for an entry about Surabaya. but this post will not tell about Surabaya yet. But my personal thoughts. Permusafiran pada kali ini sangat bermakna, bukan lah kerana bermusafir di negara orang tapi kerana pengalaman yang sangat luar biasa. Daripada permusafiran ini, terlalu banyak pengajaran yang aku dapat belajar. Terima kasih Allah kerana gerakkan hati kecil ku ini untuk terima tawaran untuk menjadi AJK event ni. Jujur hati sangat berat saat ditawarkan untuk menjadi 20 orang yang akan ke Surabaya. Atas kuasa Allah aku terima pelawaan ini walaupun lam...

Well just a random thoughts.. If doing a personality test, I would say I am a leader. Some leaders are born. (Born to lead) Somehow I believe leaders are trained. How they trained? Through living experiences, courses, instincts,  and more. I used love to lead before. I love to organise,giving ideas, take the leading role, it just came naturally without been asked. Well probably I got sense on organise things. As I grow up,  I just realize I lost interest on taking a leading role. Probably because of the big responsibility(amanah) and most important things PEOPLE. People make me lost interest to be a leader. Plus the inferiority in me increases as I grow up. Probably when people are just showing their superiority in front me. I am not interested to compete nor showing superiority to other. Nah, not my forte. I just realize I don't like deal with people. People are so unpredictable. It sucks. Now I like to sit at the corner and observe. If I am not interested, I am just back o...

Assalamualaikum and hi readers. this post might be a bit emotional, I know I am in emotional condition rn. But I still want to write because someday, when I read this, I'll remember why  I wrote this entry. Hopefully I think back before I make decision. to be frank, it is about marriage. I saw a lot of broken heart people around me because of marriage. I know, mesti sebab tu ujian. But why hurt them if you love them. Kalau kawin nak masa senang je, susah lah. Bila masa susah kau nak tinggalkan, lupa diri kau yang decide untuk terima, end up you give up with the relationship.Siapa janji kan kesenangan seumur hidup. Kalau kawin nak hidup mewah, stop dreaming people, ekonomi Malaysia orang tak boleh jangka apa lagi nasib rumah tangga kau. In any way Allah boleh uji. Somehow talking bout marriage is a nightmare to me. Macam trauma pun ada. Risking my life to another heart broken world. Marriage should be beautiful if you practice Islam in it.