shout it out

Assalamualaikum Why with the topic? Currently I am in my final year, so I am busy with my labwork for my FYP. Last Wednesday, I came quite late to lab around 11 am mcm tu. But during I do the first run for my experiment, I am  quite frustrated with the results because the results quite nonsense. Masa tu rasa mcm haih penat dah nak repeat the experiment. Boring gila. So I decided to stop run the experiment at 12 pm. Masa tu rasa mcm fed up dah dengan lab work haritu and I am about to balik bilik. Tidur. I waited for half an hour in lab tak buat apa apa. sebab rasa mcm buntu. tiba tiba dapat ilham nak whatsapp my lecturer (Eventhough he was outstation in Jakarta). But I just feel want to text him. Surprisingly he replied me and he gaved me solution to my problem just now. Then I decided to run experiment after zohor. Unfortunately, masa nak run experiment tu,, my phone's battery very low. Halahai, dah semangat battery pulak low. I needed it for timer. Whatsapp laa kawan kawan yg ...

I just feel want to express about my Jannah; my parents ( ibu abah). I just want to thank Allah for giving me the best parents in the world. Ya Allah baik nya tuhan ni. Ibu is the strongest woman I ever met. Apart of she is very weak now, tapi kadang kadang kalau call tu ada je story yang dia pendam sorang. Dia cuba sorok daripada adik beradik lain. Even masa balik Kuantan haritu, I walked with her in DIY. Randomly dia cerita semasa jalan berdua dalam DIY tu pasal her problem. Depan Kak teh dengan Adik, dia cuba show her happiness and sorok her sadness. She is the one yang akan giving me advice spiritually. Dia yang suruh aku jaga solat, jaga aurat, jaga pergaulan, jaga pemakanan and letak kebergantungan dekat Allah. She tried her best untuk jalankan tanggungjawab dia untuk didik anak anak dia. Dia selalu hantar video untuk jaga aurat, jaga solat semualah. Kalau rasa down tu, ibu selalu suruh berdoa, mintak dekat Allah dipermudahkan urusan. Dia selalu pesan nanti bawak ibu abah pergi...

So harini I will continue the story about ibu in Mecca and Madinah. So she was unfit to go to masjid. Dia akan solat kat bilik. Even makan pun dekat bilik. Perut ibu dah masuk angin, at the same time dia dah tak boleh nak makan sebab akan muntah. She also had diarrhea.  and she getting worse. Mungkin masa tu lah tuhan nak uji aku ibarat nya mcm I used to keep on saying 'Nanti kak ilah nak jaga ibu".. so ni la agaknya tuhan nak uji what had I been saying. betul laa kita akan diuji dengan apa yang kita cakap.  But who knows, kalau kata ujian tu mmg rasa susah sgt. bila penat penat balik bilik, kene cuci lantai bilik dan bilik air sebab ibu dah tak larat sampa termuntah atas lantai bilik. Masa tu rasa mcm ya Allah sabar nik, ni syurga kau ni. Masa tu perasaan bercampur, nak pergi masjid ke nak jaga ibu. Nak iktikaf ke nak tengok ibu dekat bilik. Masa tu fikir "dekat Malaysia aku dapat beribadah jugak, tapi ibu sakit jarang jarang, ni laa peluang nak jaga ibu" so ...