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Have you ever been tired? Exhausted? to the extent you feel like, dah aku nak mati je. Taknak duduk dekat dunia tak best. Dunia ni byk fitnah, kerja tak habis habis. Tak boleh rehat. You  feel like to get away from the pain. Sbb you think of syurga lagi best. Syurga lagi cantik, dan membahagiakan. Have you ever that thought? I did. I don't know it is a sign of mild depression, but that thought keep coming when I am very tired. I feel restless sampai terdetik " Hm mati je laa kan best, tak sabar nak masuk syurga". (You guys might think, budak, kau kenapa tak de agama ke?) Until I talked to a friend, and she said, " Eh ni symptom mild depression" I am so panicked. I don't want to get depress. But I notice, lately I am so insecure with my appearance and my height.I think I am not productive. I am so tired, lost appetite and I can feel I am very sick. I try to get back on my routine, main hoki, jogging to overcome this sickness. I try. I will start to writ...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Today I want to write about pengalaman masa menunaikan umrah. We did learnt umrah ada 5 perkara wajib.  1. Niat 2. Tawaf 3. Saie 4. Tahalul (Bercukur bagi lelaki) 5. Tertib and we have to wear Ihram dan menjaga pantang larang Ihram contoh: bercukur, pakai pakaian berjahit bagi lelaki, berburu, menjadi wali dan sebagainya. So our trip  bound to Mekah first , jadi kita kene berniat umrah di Miqat. Miqat ni merupakan sempadan bagi tanah haram (Mekah). Jadi kalau naik flight tu kita dah lalu one of the Miqat ( I can't remember which Miqat, sebab masa lalu tu byk Miqat kita lalu). Jadi untuk lelaki akan tukar kain Ihram di dalam flight untuk niat umrah. Senang je niat dia, Sahaja aku menunaikan umrah memakai ihram kerana Allah taa'la. Sepanjang perjalanan nak sampai ke Masjidil Haram, kita digalakkan untuk bertalbiah. (Labbaikallah humma labbaik, labbaikalaa shari kalakala baik) Jadi sampai di airport Jeddah, we took our luggage and took a bus...

Assalamualaikum wbt, salam Ramadhan. On 28th April me and my parents went to Mecca to perform our Umrah. I can't describe how thankful I am kerana dijemput jadi tetamu Allah masa usia muda. So we board the plane on 28th April at 7.30 pm. We perform our maghrib and Isya' in the plane and bound Jeddah at 12 am local time. Took bus to Mecca about one and a half hours. After checked in right an hour before subuh. Alhamdulillah our hotel in Mecca only 30 meter from Al Haram and hotel in Madinah only 80meter from Masjid Nabawi. A lot of things happens there. MashaAllah, looking all muslim from the world came and gather to show our obligation to Allah was amazing. How our messenger send the dakwah to all Muslim all . But to be honest I really fell in love with Madinah. The most calm city. Walaupun keadaan di Madinah slightly warmer than Mecca. Tapi ketenangan yang tak dapat jumpa dekat mana mana. Mungkin sebab nabi ada dekat situ. Nabi jugak pernah doa pada Allah, untuk kurniakan ...